Can't people hear me scream? I know it is only internal, but seriously, don't people see me?
I'm dying inside, no, I've already died inside.
There is nothing left of me and I don't want to wake up and try to go through the days only to try to sleep at night and forget my existence
I want this to be over
Two years of death. Two years of constant reminders. Two years of a virtual downward spiral. I'm on the floor, i'm dead but still taking in oxygen. How do I fix that? How do I end this nightmare? I cannot go on. The knife is a continual stab to my heart.
Nobody cares.
Nobody wants me.
Nobody hears me.
I don't want to do this anymore.
God, PLEASE, Please take me.