My power came to me in early May - Resting on my shoulders with strength and love. My vision reminded me of the love I have for myself and that I have a duty to take care of ME through mind, body and spirit. I have risen, am rising, and will soar to great heights!

Choices were made against my will, but then again...doesn't that happen all the time anyway?

I am carrying on, this time in quiet tones. I am taking care of me, completely. I have so much love to give and want to give and hope to give. I pray that she is waiting for me. I pray that I will know within her smile and within her speak and within her touch that she has been waiting for such a time so we can experience life together. We can laugh and cuddle and hold each other through struggles that surely come from this life.

I already love you <3

If anyone is interested in reading my new beginnings blog, email me and I'll send you the link! Wen

Oh what a fun night! I am alive and living in a real world filled with goodness and smiles and laughter and JOY! 13 weeks...13 Mondays....13 Wednesdays off....13 Friday Nights...who ever said 13 was unlucky? Not me!

New Things :)

Another new beginning tomorrow...excited, nervous, and ready! I'm OK with me now, I have peace within my heart and know the truth of life that has unfolded. Life is but a journey, one you wish you could write, but if you did you wouldn't have the pleasant happiness of the surprises that come! I knew my 50's were going to be great, just didn't know this was what would make it so! I love you God for always knowing what is best and for putting those in my path to help me through the pains.

One thousand smiles, one thousand kisses, one thousand slumbers, one thousand mornings
oh to have just one more now  -
be still my heart in the fading of the day
resist the temptation to completely back away
the stars once aligned in the atmosphere
when the time was right and and you wanted me here
now silence is loud with nothing to share
no words, no comfort, no resemblance of care
move forward - move on - move away they say
no one knows how these words kill me in a way
but alone i am found with nothing but memories
of a time, when one thousand meant everything to me