Another holiday, another year, another time to miss you. Paula, you and I used to take momma out to 'brunch' either the Saturday before mothers day or on mothers day itself. Oh how I wish and crave your presence to be with us tomorrow. It won't be the same, it hasn't been the same each year since you left. The hole in my heart hasn't reduced, just increased with how much I miss my sister, my 'twin'. This year is sadder than other years and I don't think it will ever get better. Thank God for your nephew Jason, he's been my rock and your grand niece Jordynn is my light in this dark world I've fallen into. Please keep asking God to bring the other lights back into my life. I pray everyday and cry every night for this. Tell Him I'll do whatever He wants me to. 

I love you K